Smashing Pumpkins Tabs*~
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Songs and Poetry
Greetings...and welcome to my page. As of now, it's not much...by the time you read this, probably just some tabs. That will change though...just give me time to get all my stuff together;). ah...so, what to do til then. Well..i'll babble on about myself. My name is Josh...JoShua...dumb lil fag, whichever. I'm from Tennessee, but that's only by parental force, and nope..i don't have an accent. Some people, those who don't know me, name my social category (yeah yeah..social categories suck, but you get thrown into them regardless) as 'gothic'..um...okay. I wear mostly black..im pale..ive got long black hair, what else is to be expected to be called?..*shrug*. I go to a little redneck highschool. With cute little preps that can twirl their hair around their fingers in such a beautiful act of grace. Around here, ignorance reigns. It's ignorant to be bothered by a little bit of ignorance, but when you blend a lot of ignorance, with a lot of stupidty...there's just cause for mockery. hm...i hate to bring it up, but religion has to fit in somewhere. Personally, i believe religion to be a trivial waste of time. I guess some people take comfort in putting all their beliefs in something they can't see or prove. I don't understand you people. Many years ago, a man (a bum at that) rises up from the streets, and claims god sent him. *pOoF* ya got Judaism. Then, a few certain people think the ethics of that particular faith are unjust, so...on comes Muhammad, and *pOoF* ya got Islam. Then..a little while later again, people start raising their noses to the standardized belief again...on comes the story of the jew with 3 scars..and *pOoF* ya got christianity. If you wish to put your faith in these bums on a holy crusade (um..to get rich) feel free to. Personally, i'm more agnostic. I'm in search of the answers, that i know i will never find...hopefully someday ill feel the glee of childish bliss again, and see the light. I read something a while ago, by a little band called CRaSS. and since i'm such a nice go...here 'tis:
I am no feeble christ, not me, he hangs in glid delight upon his cross, upon his cross. Above my body lowly me, christ forgive, forigive, holy he, he holy. Shit he forgives, forgives forgives, i, i , me me, i, i vomit for you Jesus, christy christus, puke upon your paper thrown, wrapped you are in the bloody shroud of cherlish suicide, wrapped i am in the bloody cloud of hellish genocide. Petulant child, i have suffered for you, where you have never known me, i too must die. i live the arrogance of my death, your valley truths, what lights past those piaste eyes? What passing foes have these in their trust? For you lord, you are the black bearer of these nations, one against the other to die in the mud. No piety, no diety, is that your forgiveness? Saint, Martyr, Goat, forgive. Shit he forgives. He hangs upon his cross in self righteous judgement. Hangs in true spite delight, nailed to the extent of his visions. His cross his manhood, his violence, guilt, his sins. He would gladly nail my body upon his cross, as if i might have waited for him in the garden. As if i might have perfumed his body, washed those bloody feet. This woman that he sees his suicide visionary, death rebel, rape, rapist, grave digger, earth mover, life fucker, jesus, you scoop the pits of our spit. The soil trickling through is rich in your guilt, the sorrow of your tradition. Your stupid humility is the crown of thorns we all must wear. For you, perfect master, master of gore, enigma, stigma, stigmata, errata, erazor, the cross is the mark of our oppression. You fly their vain flag, you carry it, wear it on your back, lord; your back. In nowhere is your diety. Suffer little children, suffer in that horror. Here are horror, horror here a, are a horror, hiroshima, hiroshima hiroshima, mishori, the bodies are your delight. The incondescent flame is the spirit of it. They come to you jesus, to you. The nails are your only trinity, hold them in your corpse in racelessness. Those are the images that i have had to suffer. Those nails that might have been the crosses of virgin body of womanhood that you defile. In your guilt you turn your back, nailed to that body, lay master jesus, is my sister. There are no words for my content. Every woman is a cross in his filthy theology. Eternal sacrophy is his fear. His vain delight is the pain i bear. Alone he hangs, his choice, his choice. Alone, alone, his voice his voice. He shed nothing, this christ. Sterile, impotent, so called profit of death. He is the ultimate pornography, he, he, hear us jesus. You sigh in your cockfear, you lie alone in your cunt fear, you cry alone in your woman fear, you die alone in your man fear. Alone Jesus, alone in your cock fear, cunt fear, woman fear, man fear. Alone in your fear, alone in your fear, alone in your fear...your fear, your fear, your fear, your fear, your fear, warfare, warfare, warfare warfar,. Jesus died for his own sins not mine.
ah..sweet crass;). i go for now, but i WILL be back *wink*
*note..don't read this if you're a big fan of god...heh*
ReaLity Asylum~*Smashing Pumpkins*~
~*Led Zeppelin*~